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You have gone to sleep

The nerves tense and then:
You have gone to sleep.
Something not anchored in loves drifts out of reach.
You have gone sleep, or feign sleep,
It does not matter which.
Into the voice leaks bitterness.
The throat dries up, the tongue
Swells with complaints.
Once sleep was simply sleep.
The future stretched no further than
The pillow upon which your head was resting.
There were no awkward questions in the world,
No doubts caused love to fade
To a numbed kiss or howl,
Or caused trust to vanish.
You have gone to sleep.
A moment ago I found
Your mouth on mine was counterfeit.
Your sleep is full of exhaustions,
I cannot calm you,
There is no potion to wake you,.
Do what I will, say what I will,
It is a sleep from which I am exiled.
You have gone to sleep.
A planet drifts out of reach.
If I spoke all night it would be no use,
You would not wake,
And silence, like words, you would no doubt
Mistake for ignorance.

So sleep. Across our window's small patch of Heaven
The stars like sheep are herded,
And like a satellite objective time
Circles calendars and mocks
The wounds we think are huge.
Sleep. Don't be so tense.
There is a no longer a need of barriers,
No need of dumb defence.
You are understood.
This night is the last on which there will be
Any kind of pretence.
Tomorrow something else might wake
What's gone to sleep.

Brian PattenYou have gone to sleep

Shoutbox

~5letters:icon5letters:
TEST ^^
Wed Nov 4, 2009, 7:53 PM
~5letters:icon5letters:
TEST ^^
Wed Nov 4, 2009, 7:52 PM
*Last-Delight:iconLast-Delight:
I :heart: Your work !
Tue Oct 27, 2009, 10:24 AM
~lexliem:iconlexliem:
nice carenza
Sun Oct 25, 2009, 6:14 PM
=Carenza:iconCarenza:
oooh. Too many non blondes and I can hardly even count ^.^
Sun Sep 20, 2009, 12:35 PM
~Raineater:iconRaineater:
still a non-blonde. 5th, i believe.(?)
Mon Sep 14, 2009, 1:00 PM
*kickthebucket:iconkickthebucket:
^3^
Fri Jul 24, 2009, 9:40 AM
~Rock-Onnn:iconRock-Onnn:
Sup people ..?
Fri Jul 17, 2009, 11:08 AM
=Carenza:iconCarenza:
Four non blondes and one hot blonde with frills.
Mon Jul 13, 2009, 1:54 AM
~GlitteringMoondust:iconGlitteringMoondust:
I'm shouting, and I'm blonde. C:
Sun Jul 12, 2009, 5:17 AM
~GlitteringMoondust:iconGlitteringMoondust:
i'm shouting! im blonde!
Sun Jul 12, 2009, 5:16 AM
=Carenza:iconCarenza:
Five now. No blondes have yet shouted. ^.^
Sun Jun 28, 2009, 11:36 AM
~underground-network:iconunderground-network:
non blondes eh? lol
Sat Jun 27, 2009, 7:59 PM
=Carenza:iconCarenza:
four non blondes ^.^
Wed Jun 17, 2009, 10:32 AM
~smuga-cienia:iconsmuga-cienia:
What's up?What's going on?
Wed Jun 17, 2009, 3:41 AM
=Carenza:iconCarenza:
That's my line. That was my line twice
Mon Jun 15, 2009, 1:38 PM
~Veninde:iconVeninde:
yes. someone. just anyone.
Sat Jun 6, 2009, 1:13 AM
=Carenza:iconCarenza:
oww. My ears >.<
Sun May 17, 2009, 3:41 PM
~ohhullu:iconohhullu:
and that's for what? shout? :D
Thu May 14, 2009, 1:15 PM
=Carenza:iconCarenza:
I wish they couldkeep me awake ^.^
Fri Apr 24, 2009, 3:52 PM

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You are real.

Because I do not hope

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 8, 2009, 4:07 PM


Because I do not hope to turn again
Because I do not hope
Because I do not hope to turn
Desiring this man's gift and that man's scope
I no longer strive to strive towards such things
(Why should the agèd eagle stretch its wings?)
Why should I mourn
The vanished power of the usual reign?

Because I do not hope to know
The infirm glory of the positive hour
Because I do not think
Because I know I shall not know
The one veritable transitory power
Because I cannot drink
There, where trees flower, and springs flow, for there is
nothing again

Because I know that time is always time
And place is always and only place
And what is actual is actual only for one time
And only for one place
I rejoice that things are as they are and
I renounce the blessèd face
And renounce the voice
Because I cannot hope to turn again
Consequently I rejoice, having to construct something
Upon which to rejoice

And pray to God to have mercy upon us
And pray that I may forget
These matters that with myself I too much discuss
Too much explain
Because I do not hope to turn again
Let these words answer
For what is done, not to be done again
May the judgement not be too heavy upon us

Because these wings are no longer wings to fly
But merely vans to beat the air
The air which is now thoroughly small and dry
Smaller and dryer than the will
Teach us to care and not to care Teach us to sit still.

Pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death
Pray for us now and at the hour of our death.




Ash Wednesday - T.S.Eliot








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29 Comments | Previous Journal Entries
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: The girl with the flaxen hair
  • Reading: "I could not speak, and my eyes failed."
  • Watching: Therefore, by relation
  • Playing: Tricks on myself
  • Eating: Muffin
  • Drinking: Tea
Skin by *elenulin (modified by =Carenza)

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Dukkha
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: L
  • Interests: Accidental Photography. Incidental writing. Coincidental martial arts. Fruitbats.
  • Favourite movie: At time of writing: All about Lily Chou-chou At time of reading: Something totally different.
  • Favourite band or musician: Debussy, Qotsa, a Perfect Circle, Nujabes, Paul Weller, Cibo Matto, Snow Patrol, RATM, Bic Runga....
  • Favourite genre of music: Audiable
  • Favourite artist: Range Muruta
  • Favourite poet or writer: T.S. Elliot, Neil Gaiman, Lao Tse, TAKUAN SOHO!! Miyamoto Musashi. Shirow.
  • Favourite photographer: Vivi Lee
  • Favourite style of art: Pre- Catagorised
  • Operating System: 3.1
  • MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen: Vision M 30GB
  • Favourite game: Chess, Bang and roll
  • Favourite cartoon character: Penny Gadget
  • Tools of the Trade: 40D, Pentax ME 50

David I would like to 

22%
12 deviants said Do a backflip for justice and then a hospital trip for clumsiness.
18%
10 deviants said Remain violently indifferent.
16%
9 deviants said Bathe you until you glow and sparkle.
15%
8 deviants said Adopt you and raise you as my own.
9%
5 deviants said Take you and bend you to my will. *Obey!!!!!!!!!!*
5%
3 deviants said Crush you under a piano and bury you in the basement.
5%
3 deviants said Shake you till your very atoms seperate and mess my shoes (it's actually wee)
4%
2 deviants said Become explosively pregnant with your triplets
4%
2 deviants said Bend you and take you. *Runs away*
2%
1 deviant said Point out how right I always am and how wrong you tend to be.
13 comments, Previous Polls

Comments


:iconeternal-sn0w:
~eternal-sn0w 1 day 3 hours ago
thanks for watching!

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☆ ☆ ☆ BABY ☆ ☆ ☆
the stars shine bright
:iconeternal-sn0w:
~eternal-sn0w 1 day 12 hours ago
thanks for all the faves!~<3

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☆ ☆ ☆ BABY ☆ ☆ ☆
the stars shine bright
:iconjamithephotographer:
~Jamithephotographer 1 day 12 hours ago
I like toast too. : D
Thanks for the comment.
Your photographs are super rad.
:iconcarenza:
=Carenza 1 day 16 minutes ago
Thank you. That's what I aspire to be. Super rad.


Butter or no butter?

--
And always there will be the dream of travelling,
of boarding the boats sailing from trivia,
And always there will be the regret,
the sense of carnivals finished.

    The Obsolete Nightingale - Brian Patten
:iconjamithephotographer:
~Jamithephotographer 23 hours 38 minutes ago
Anytime sir, the whole rad thing seems to be working for you.

I need butter on mine, its simply not the same without it. Ya know?
haha.
:iconkickthebucket:
*kickthebucket 3 days 8 hours ago
Thanks for fav David :kiss:

--
To be is to do- Socrates
To do is to be- Sartre
Do be do be do- Sinatra
:star:MY ETSY:star:
:iconsephiliasin:
=SephiliaSin 4 days 20 hours ago
Thanks for the fave~!

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The thing about cosplay is to be proudly saying : 'I made this costume.' But the best is : 'I don't look good in this costume, I make the costume look good on me.'
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*identicalhands 5 days 13 hours ago
please help
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"Only dull people are brilliant at breakfast." -Oscar Wilde

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~makeupme 6 days 4 hours ago
thank you:hug:

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I'm the girl your mother warned you about.
:iconxmagdax:
~xmagdax Nov 11, 2009, 2:31:11 PM
thank you for watching :hug:

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